(18) PAYING IT FORWARD

  After finishing my second round of chemotherapy for stage 4 Small Lymphocytic Lymphoma at a Los Angeles California hospital my wife and I took an elevator down to the pharmacy to stand in line so I could pick up my white blood cell booster shots. As I wandered in sporting a blue and yellow mohawk…Read more »

(16) STRENGTH IN MUSIC

During the last few months of my chemotherapy treatment and the many months that followed I had severe brain fog. My concentration, vision and short term memory were extremely affected by the chemo drugs. I found that I was unable to watch TV because I couldn’t concentrate enough to understand the context of what I…Read more »

(15) THE CHEMOTHERAPY EXPERIENCE

  Weeks after being diagnosed with stage 4 non-Hodgkin’s immunoblastic high grade lymphoma I was told that if I wanted to live that I would have to undergo 6 month of chemotherapy treatment. I was informed that the treatment that was prescribed was the strongest possible dose available and that my body may not be able to…Read more »

(#12) COLLYWOBBLES and CANCER

For the past few weeks I have had a bad case of the collywobbles. The word “collywobbles” is a British word that means intense anxiety, or a feeling of fear, apprehension, or nervousness.  The same word in India is defined as having severe gastroenteritis of unknown etiology, characterized by severe colic, vomiting and diarrhea. I’ve been feeling…Read more »